Friday, August 31, 2007

A moment like this

Am listening to this song 'A moment like this' by Kelly Clarkson, the American Idol while writing this now. Really love a few of her songs like 'Because of You' 'Breakaway' and also 'A moment like this'. What a moment I had few hours ago..moment of disappointment? Disappointment on myself? Well....

A post after soo long..I couldn't even really recall when was the last time I wrote one. A lot of things I wished to write but by the time I can breath a little bit the thing I wish to write is already aged which I don't feel like writing anymore. What actually took up most of my time lately? meetings, trainings and more meetings during my off days which made me sick..time and effort contributed to work related stuff on my off days which in return not really getting any appreciation is making me even more sick and stress to the max..Ahhhh, feel like quiting...feel like escaping. Trying hard to prepare and practice for something which turn out to be nothing...another failure. Hehhh..or it's not that serious to be called 'failure' :p Well, maybe it's for me to realize how far I can actually go..so, I guess I've tried enough and it's time for me to stop trying and do this stuff ever again.

AHHHH...stop emo-ING. Pull myself together and tomorrow will be a brand new day :)

Alright, next wana post about the firework show I went in Putrajaya last week :) Hmm, starting next month I'll be going KL very often for my dearest bro's wedding stuff...guess I'll be going KL next week too..because someone's going KL and his birthday falls on the day when he'll be in KL. Wish to be by his side on his birthday :) hope my leave will be approve as I just took last Saturday :p

Saturday, August 11, 2007

'coward' me

Lately been addicted to watching an Astro TV show which talks about life, ghosts, spirits and past life.....etc. The show starts at 11pm every Saturday and Sunday night but I forgot which channel liao. I am soooooooooo addicted to watching it. BUT, I always got scared like hell when watching it. Feel like watching it desperately but on the other hand scared like hell -.-"

Why am I soooo addicted?? The show always have some invited guests to share their experiences and also some 'sifu' to share and help answering some questions. They are always talking about true stories that really happened. Some of the guests can even see 'thing' and the show will always get very excited and chilly sometimes when those guests said that they actually see 'something' at the place where they are filming the show..OMG. The 'sifu' will also teach some 'methods' when we REALLY met or SEE something we shouldn't see. Especially like when you are staying in a hotel, what you should do before enter the room and when you are in teh room. Some people will knock the door before enter this and that (for those who believe spirits do exist one lar :p) If you would like to know the ways..then watch the show. haha..but it's a show from Taiwan so for people who can't understand mandarin..too bad lor.

The most most exciting part for the show is the video sharing. They will played those video where some people 'accidentally' captured some 'extra thing' in their video.. like night adventure then suddenly a pair of 'floating legs' flow over right in front of the screen..that was really really REAL one ohhh..not fake one. OMG, think of it my goose bum all come up again..

After watched the show, I tend to think that is the 'thing' around me now..beside me?? And I don't really dare to sleep alone..wahahha :P Well, I know there's a word where people says "if you are not doing anything wrong or guilty, why would you wana scared?" Yea but but it's normal to scared bout this stuff right *shy shy* I used to be dare to watch all those ghost/horror movies without a fear and never miss any ghost movie last time...but now......

All the while I do believe the existance of spirits and now I think my believe is getting even firmer..but like what people said, you don't disturb them and they won't disturb you as well...BUT sometimes some people might just get unlucky :p

Someone actually shared with me a method to avoid or scared the 'thing' away. which is..........FART ALOT and must be smelly one somemore -.-" Ummmm, well by doing this you won't just scared the 'thing' away, you will scared people and living human away too..lol.

Anyway, Chinese July is coming soon....so, do you believe????

Saturday, August 4, 2007

偷回来的文章

从一位朋友的部落格那儿读到了这篇文章, 不问自取的给它“偷”了过来。:p 这篇文章读进了我的心坎里。。


常常我們認為,會 跟一個人吵架,一定是跟他感情不好,其實不然。
最容易跟家人吵架最常跟 情人吵架、最會跟好朋友吵 架!
想想… 原來最常跟我們有爭執的人,竟然都是跟我們最親密的人!
而能夠 跟我們發生爭執的人,也對我們有一定的瞭解!
所以,有人常說: 《吵架》 『也是一種《溝通》 ,而願意跟你吵架的人,才是真 正想瞭解你的人!』 有時候我們與人發生爭執時會說 《算了》或者《不說了》
這兩句話其實都是 《殺傷力》很強的話。
代表著你,不想把 你的想法跟他說、不想讓對方瞭解你 、 也代表你們的感情會停留在原地。
有時兩個人爭執,忽然聽到一句話:『我是為你 好!』
在感情的世界裡,每個人都很自私,有人常會對你 說:『我是為你好!』
這其實是很不負責任的說法,因為我們會把自己的觀念, 加諸在別人身上, 為他人決定一些事,但是再想想……… 對 《對方》來說真的好 嗎 ?
你為 他決定了事情,但是要負責的人 卻是他,這是很 不公平的!
唯有他自己能決定什麼 是對自己最好!
若是錯誤的決定,也才不會有埋怨,也才能對自己負責 …
《通常願意留下來與你 爭吵的人,才是 真正愛 你的人!》

之前聽到陶子在節目中說了一句話: 『每個人 …天生就是不一樣!』
這句話,讓我領悟了很多事……………
因為不一樣,自然而然每個人所看的所想的也會不相同!
不要怪別人不夠懂你! 換個立場,其實我們也不敢說…自己有多了解他人!
《無聲》是一種無形的,最遠的距離!
若能,從吵架中…表達出自己的想法,
總比,大家把話悶在心裡都不說出來的好!
但,千萬要避免在衝動時,說出傷害對方的言語 …
有些話一旦說出口…就很難收回了!
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Friday, August 3, 2007

Is that true?? wahahaha..

Some people might have read this before or I can say most people read it oredi...but this is really funny (well, at least I think it's funny lor..or maybe because I feel the same :p)


A politician, A thief & An INTEL Manager died & went straight to hell.
The Politician said "I miss my country. I want to call my country and see how everybody is doing there." She called and talked for about 5 minutes,then she asked "Well, devil how much do I need to pay for the call????
The devil says "Five million dollars".

The Politician wrote him a cheque and went to sit back in her chair.

Thief was so jealous, he starts screaming, "My turn! I wanna call the my group members, I want to see how everybody is doing there too"

He called and talked for about 2 minutes, then he asked "Well, devil, how much do I need to pay for the call????

The devil says "Ten million dollars".
With a smug look on his face, he made a cheque and went to sit back in his chair.
INTEL Manager was even more jealous & starts screaming, "I want to call my
office friends and managers ",
He called other INTEL employees and he talked for twenty hours about IMBO's, Cost Cutting, Stock Gains, Market Segments, Improvising, automation , he talked & talked & talked,

then he asked "Well, devil how much do I need to pay for the call????

The devil says "Twenty dollars".
The INTEL Manager was stunned & said "Twenty dollars??? Only ??"

The Devil says



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